‘tsundoku’ - the Japanese word for buying books & not reading them, leaving them to pile up.

OKAY PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO LOOK AT ALLEN IN THE THIRD GIF LIKE HIS EYEBROWS WHAT
I have so many ideas for fanfics (mainly Downton and Potter - oh and some current fics I need to finish) but I just don’t know how to write them. I know what I want to happen, but I don’t know how to get there. Everytime I actually sit down to write I end up like this:

It also doesn’t help that I’m afraid of shaming the characters with OOCness! JUST -

I THOUGHT THIS WAS KIDDING SOGMLASG
HOLY SHIT
huh
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MAKE LIFE CHOICES I STILL COUNT USING MY FINGERS
AND I SING THE WHOLE ALPHABET TO SEE WHAT LETTER COMES NEXT
I STILL HOLD UP BOTH HANDS AND MAKE AN L SHAPE TO REMIND MYSELF OF LEFT AND RIGHT
I STILL HAVE TO THINK OF AN ALLIGATOR EATING THE BIGGER NUMBER TO USE THE < AND > SYMBOLS.
“I don’t know about you, but I intend on writing a strongly worded letter to the White Star Line about all of this. You’re gonna go on, and make lots of babies, and watch them grow. You’re gonna die an old lady, warm in her bed. Not here, not this night. Do you understand me? Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me… it brought me to you. And I’m thankful for that, Rose. I’m thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you’ll survive. That you won’t give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.”

There’s something about you now
I can’t quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
‘Cause it’s you and me
WHAT IS HAPPENING?!
PERICULUM!
a boy and his box, off to see the universe.